Swazy Baby - Depression Lyrics

Sometimes I just feel down, like low down, like on the ground
A teacher can't teach these lessons life done taught me
Man I been talking to myself more often
Telling myself not to call that bitch back even though that I love her and I wanna cut her
Telling myself not to f*ck with them niggas cause they didn't f*ck with me them boys ain't yo brothers
Sometimes I be feeling like nobody love me ain't nobody stuttin me
Mmm hmm
Man I been suffering from depression a lot
Mmm hmm
I been trying my hardest to keep it inside
Mmm hmm
Even though I try you can see it in my eyes
Mmm hmm
Man I been pouring up and smoking the Za
Mmm hmm
The shit I been hearing it been getting to me
I know what I said I know what I didn't
Keep your distance
I got the rod niggas moving fishy
Put out music and they ain't even listen
They act like I ain't the one who put on the city
Don't want me be the one to do it I get it
I can't wait to put my foot on they fitted
Being rich always been one of my wishes
Fell in love with every one of my bitches
Crazy how some of em did me
Reminiscing I can't get out my feelings
Feeling like life ain't worth living
I been feeling like go head kill me
Gone head take me out my misery
Life is a bitch but death is a mystery uh
I been smoking too much zaza got me lazy
Talk to myself too much starting to think im crazy
Disappointed too much I been getting wasted
I been sitting patience for the creator to take me
A teacher can't teach these lessons life done taught me
Man I been talking to myself more often
Telling myself not to call that bitch back even though that I love her and I wanna cut her
Telling myself not to f*ck with them niggas cause they didn't f*ck with me them boys ain't yo brothers
Sometimes I be feeling like nobody love me ain't nobody stuttin me
Mmm hmm
Man I been suffering from depression a lot
Mmm hmm
I been trying my hardest to keep it inside
Mmm hmm
Even though I try you can see it in my eyes
Mmm hmm
Man I been pouring up and smoking the Za
Mmm hmm
I know the perc fake but im prolly gone take it I feel just like Kodak a grimlin
My bitch she had cheated on me and it hurt me I couldn't even mustard the feeling
I take my pain out on these other lil bitches when I put they legs to the ceiling
I hit from the back and she scream with her head in the pillow she said imma kill her
Im thinking my brain be on overload
Sometimes I don't know what I'm grinding for
I shoulda been rich a long time ago
They keep telling me it's bout timing though
My folks telling me to go get a job
Don't see that im working my gift from God
The devil took over don't feel in charge
Man I been depressed im feeling odd (feeling odd, feeling odd)
It's some things I wanna change I know I can't I gotta accept
I got all this fame it don't mean a thing cause still I need help
Man all this pain that I obtain deal with by myself uhhhh
A teacher can't teach these lessons life done taught me
Man I been talking to myself more often
Telling myself not to call that bitch back even though that I love her and I wanna cut her
Telling myself not to f*ck with them niggas cause they didn't f*ck with me them boys ain't yo brothers
Sometimes I be feeling like nobody love me ain't nobody stuttin me
Mmm hmm
Man I been suffering from depression a lot
Mmm hmm
I been trying my hardest to keep it inside
Mmm hmm
Even though I try you can see it in my eyes
Mmm hmm
Man I been pouring up and smoking the Za
Mmm hmm