Swim Taylor - Negative Lyrics

Used to feel like i could do it all
I was sober since the jump
But still had hard withdrawals
Reminisce bout conversations we had in the hall
Now i blend in
Just another brick thats in the wall
Well
I dont like to complain
Well i lied its okay
Askin the mirror a question-
Mir mir just tell me im sane
I wanna hope on a plane
Take me as far as ive came
Swear that im drinkin and drivin
Hope i dont swerve out the lane
~
Cloudy days really changing the play
Swear that they come in as fast as they goin
Life is the shots that you take,
Hope my shot better than rozan
Feel like my pain in these songs
Might get me plaques that are golden
Just wanna feel like im chosen
Tired of me bein the token
Yeah
3 stacks and im feelin that
Caroline when you coming back
Need tha antidote or im finna snap
Yeah yeah
Throwin money like im middle class
Ima light skin but im a little black
F*ck a trump but thats another track

Swear im always feelin down-
Need a hit a little bit to get me off the ground
Im so negative
Im a pessimist
(x2)

Therapists givin advice
To be honest aint feelin that
I been too numb
Yo give me emotion
I just want my feelin back
Feel like im risin but i got anxiety
Where is my ceilin at
They say you sell us your soul
And we promise to get you a million racks (done)
She say she love me
Why dont you touch me-
Its cause im trippin or you think im ugly
Im in my head
Yo T pour me some bubbly-
Why im so focused on those who gon judge me
Long hair in her underwear
I cant focus on whats under their-
Been a day
Ima disappear
~
3 stacks and im feelin that
Caroline when you coming back
Need tha antidote or im finna snap
Yeah yeah
Throwin money like im middle class
Ima light skin but im a little black
F*ck a trump but thats another track

Swear im always feelin down-
Need a hit a little bit to get me off the ground
Im so negative
Im a pessimist
(x2)