Swindled - Everything I Wish I Said Lyrics

Is it too late
To tell you what I really mean
I left it down to fate
To get you back with me
Take me to the start
Only drink seems to heal my heart
Nothing lasts too long
And if I'm honest with you I was wrong
I never thought that I would
Want you back
But now I'm sat here on my own
Would you look at that?
And I would wait for
A billion hours just to find another girl that cares as much about me as you did
But don't think I'll move on for long
I'm sick of writing these songs
Still think that you'd be the one
Cos I can't, get through this life on my own
I'll put my ego on the shelf
So we can talk about our Health
Cos now that you're with someone else
I'm not feeling like myself
I'll close my eyes and dream
Of a life where you are with me
And maybe dreams come true
Cos I always seemed to belong with you
I never thought that I would
Want you back
But now I'm sat here on my own
Would you look at that?
And I would wait for
A billion hours just to find another girl that cares as much about me as you did
But don't think I'll move on for long
I'm sick of writing these songs
Still think that you'd be the one
Cos I can't, get through this life on my own
I'll do a show, I'll head to bed
Ill dream of a life with you instead
And I'll wake up
Next to a girl
Who's got our life planned in her head
But I'll have to leave her in the morning
Cos my focus is somewhere else
And now that you're gone
I know I know I know
I shouldn't push you away
I had two chances I missed
I always thought about this
I got my head in a twist
And I know it's gone all to shit
But please take me back
I need you to be in my life
I need you here by my side
I regret all of the times that I lied
I hope you're happier now
Now that I'm not around
I want forgiveness somehow
But I know I'll let you down