"Hey. I'm going through some shit right now, as always. You like my music, right? Yeah, I like it too."
Baby how you feel
I know I can give you something real and that's my deal
What is yours
You don't smile like before
I'm tryna heal, and if you hurt me and desert me like the other
Tell my mother she can find me in the floor 'cause there's no point in trying
(It's much too late for that)
(It's much too late for that)
(It's much too late for that)
I can't get attached (No, no)
I'm too f*cking comfortable
I need to think if she can take it, make me feel like something more
'cause I just think too much and I'm the one who's rushing
I just thought I found something but I forgot that I'm just really stupid
Are you still there
Am I being too obsessive
Take the message
Tone it down and learn my lesson
Erase all the stressing
We can slow it down, really just want you around
Yeah, we can slow it down, if that's what you want I'm down
(Uh)
Never f*ck with an emotional piece of shit, that's me
'Cause every time I see you from today, I won't be me
And I'll just reminisce and cry about it
Try to f*cking die about it
You can be as happy as you want while I just lie about how
"Yeah, I'm good. We had a thing, and it didn't work out
So now I'm focused on my friends, my art, my music, and my clout."
But I'm so motherf*cking terrified
Of f*cking up my chances
Still can't dance but now I have someone to dance with
But I can't win
I'm a has-been
Not a husband
A mistake
With thin skin
Who is missing you
Is that weird?
I'll leave then
Take a trip then
To downtown New York
For about 10 years
And you won't hear from me
But I'm glad that's clear
(Hear me sing)
(La La La)
(Hear me sing)
(La La La)
(Hear me sing)
(La La La)
(Hear me sing)
That's just how I feel
("What about you?")
("What about me?")
("Have you ever been through something like that?")
("Like happen to me?")
("Yeah.")
("Maybe.")