SYL noiZ & SYL VISION - Losing Hope Lyrics

I started Losing hope and using dope
But not because I wanted to
And let me keep it blunt with you
What started as a blunt or two
Turned into addiction
The friction was keeping me and you apart
It went unnoticed at first but when
The light burnt out it turned dark
I went from knowing my worth to having outbursts showing my worst
Numbing the pain to ease my heart
It's ironic the very thing I was sparking took away my spark
In Florida with it tryna get my fanbase to expand west lewis and Clark
I was taught to shop with a cart but now I'm shopping for a cart
You don't want to grow well then you must want to Grow apart
The drugs are drowning you I'm looking down on you from Noah's ark
Surrounded by a work of art I went to work to make a work of art
My voice was hitting fewer notes
I Didn't realize you were close
When he pulled the heater on me I was toast
Focused on the bread
I could've overdosed but I chose to live
The Holy Ghost delivered me from the dead
I promise you they didn't hear what I said
Just because they heard it doesn't mean it was heard
They'd rather follow the heard than follow the word
It's absurd what's preferred these days
It's absurd what's preferred these days
I woke up he was off a xan I couldn't even recognize
Red up in his eyes he was letting his demons exercise
He was Extra extra high read all about it
No matter if it's the Second try or
Thirty seventh try you can't doubt him or you'll let em die Rest In Peace I finally found it
I swear the brokest are the main ones asking where the weed at
Feining for anything (Any and everything)
I know a couple crackheads that have probably never seen crack
I don't rap or sing I let it ring can you believe that
I told em tap out but they would rather black out
And then complain to me when they wake up their whole screens cracked
They must mean for cash whey they say their whole teams strapped
Talking to my demons HELL, nah I ain't gon come wit you
But when you get saved remember now the evils hunting you
We were side to side I moved ahead now I'm in front of you
Confronting you that's what the people who keep it a hunnid do
God revealed his plan to me at first a fantasy
He helped me get on the right path and then he ran with me
I don't think they're understanding me
I think before I speak that's the man in me
They're demanding me to aim low I did just to plant a seed
It's to let that thing go and live
Out the plan that he
Planned for me
And don't forget to tell your fam ily