Sylvan - SEEING THREE Lyrics

I'm seeing three, can't look straight in the mirror
Who's looking back at me?
They keep saying R.I.P
I'm seeing three
Can't look straight in the mirror
Who's looking back at me?
They keep saying R.I.P
Lights on the street make my vision go blurry
I'm not in a hurry, don't mean to deceive
I'm in too deep, it's hard to see
'Cause I be so underneath
I'm in too deep, it's hard to breathe
My lungs filled with remedy
I'm lookin' up the cross above
It just makes me feel discrete
I'm lookin' up the cross above
N' it just hangs over me
Yeah, I'm underneath
With them over my shoulders
But they cursin' the older me, when I get home
I told them, I showed them
They askin' me questions, that I do not owe them
So I'm just goin' right back to the omen
I'm seeing three, can't look straight in the mirror
Who's looking back at me?
They keep saying R.I.P
R.I.P all on the sheets where I'm layin'
Not the basement, 6 feet where I'm stayin'
Feel like the man in the mirror still eyein' me
Tryin' me
What is he saying?
Won't try to speak
I'm tired from trying to die
And my mind is all I can see,
N' I moth-f*cking hate it
Bloodshot
Meet me with a dynasty
Suns hot, only make it there silently
What's not inside of this rivalry?
Finally, unlocked, so cry with me
Privacy, was caught up inside of me
'Cause I'm just seeing three
I'm seeing three