Every day you're alive
The ones you love will die
Till something inside goes away
The maggots within will eat the skin
As it turns grey and starts to decay
It's getting harder to explain
My mixed emotions and inner pain
The more things changed
The more they stayed the same
Looking at the sky it f*cks with my brain
Stars swirl around like blood down the drain
Carve the word love in my arm with a blade
Open up the f*cking wound so the scars wouldn't fade
Now the needle is in, the drip it begins
Venom has now entered the skin
Game of death I finally win
Life doesn't end cause its just pretend
Just pretend