Symph0ny - Crows Lyrics

I don't really care if anybody is feeling me
Tell me I'm worth it god
I'd be a lier if I said it wasn't killing me
Tell me if I am wrong
Gave me the rules and told me it is scared
I tore that shit up, threw it back in their faces
When I'm at my lowest that's when I'll be famous
I told em it's cool, but that's not what my name is
(Oh)
Hoping I cave in?
Music's too loud, can't handle the cadence?
I made hits. Though no-one can play it
Keep your voice down, like shady you're fading
I take shots and make lots of face taunts
Since day one, I've been on top of the game son (uh)
I don't run, I stay away from the wrong ones (uh)
Too many people were questioning who I was
Yeah
I don't do this for money
But it wouldn't really hurt and I'll tell you what's funny
People don't really care about the music you're running
But when it comes to cashing checks those people are cunning (huh)
You can be state of the art
But even on a hilltop, your below par
They like to keep you under pressure
Like it won't scar
But they wouldn't really care of you crashed in your car
People ask why I do this,
It's bullshit to prove I'm not useless to myself
I pulled myself out of hell, still people think that I want help
I was pretty f*cking vocal about suicide
Everybody was there till it came down to the time
Battling in my own mind when it felt like I was very ready to take my own life
F*cked over by people that will not be missed
Rather sit at tables and write songs like this (yeah)
Pen on my belt like a gun to my hip, give any reason to shoot up this bitch (Yeah!)
Back in my DM's, stop sucking my dick
You know you f*cked up when I gave you the flick
Tell your boyfriend, stop starting up shit
You got the Max, that's all you will get
There's a misconception that rappers are f*cking criminals (uh)
Sitting through these sessions of people bitching, it's pitiful (uh)
Put us in these sections and tell us we're only serving you (uh)
Soon you'll leave us on the street, wondering what we're gonna do (yeah)
We can do thing a hundredfold but no-one would know
Call us a capitol, cause we're on at the start
What a ride it's been, only to begin so friends
If you're not apart of the start then you won't appear at the end
I know that some people are spitting and coughing
They know what they do and they refuse to stop it
So come after me and put me in a coffin
Seal me away in a cage, you can lock it
But I'll still be ringing your phone like "Hi"
Just calling to let you all know
That I won't stop till my name is in stone
That's why I always survive in the cold
I feel like a waste, sit on my own I get slapped in the face
Make some new friends then I lay wide awake
Think that I'm wrong, were you really my mates, was this really our fate?
You choosing some f*cker, like I was your f*ck up, you left me all cut up
Left me in the gutter, no wonder I cut off all of my ties
You only ever wanted to hear the lies
Texting me, telling me bullshit apologies
I know it ain't you to admit you were wrong to me
When you had told me you weren't s good friend to me (Yeah!)
I had shown Sharlie and chuckled cause honestly (uh)
I saw this coming and now you're under me (uh)
Walked out at night when I see you up on the street
Knowing you all crumbled trynna get back at me (yeah)
Intimidation attempts I just laugh at them
Drive past my house and I wonder what's happening (uh)
You're not that guy, never will be or has been
I prepare myself for the worst that could happen
Is it jealousy do you all wanna be me? (huh?)
You watch my moves like you're watching a T.V (uh)
So I'm not a man cause I won't pull up on you? (uh)
You texted me punk, I'm with it, you're old news (Bitch)
I'm on a long search to find some new brothers
I reject some people and ignore most others
I won't respond to text cause I won't be a puppet
You people aren't blessed you're just self-righteous f*ckers
I like my life simple, won't ever need gunners
I know what I say's what I said, you can't cut it
Reactions to an action, I'm on top of it
I know you're not loyal cause you never showed it
HaHa