Symph0ny - Lost Lyrics

It seems like everyday is getting a little harder
People turned their backs cause I ain't do what they had wanted
Living up to others standards is why I'm not bothered
Cause living my own life is a lesson taught by my father
He taught me life is like monkeys, sitting on a tree
Every time I look up, I'll find a asshole above me
But I've found that on the same branch on the same tree
There is people that will reflect all of their shit on to me
That is something I just fell like I don't deserve
All of us have bumpy days, it's all apart of the search
I know I sometimes make those bumps feel a little worse
But I rarely go out of my way to see somebody hurt
All of us have truths and lies that we wanna believe in
Somebody comes asking questions, we label them as different
We attack their very beeing claiming it was defensive
Cause we're taken out of our comfort zone and thrown inn the deep end

Drag me through hell
I needed your help
I'm lost
I'm lost
You're selfish
You don't care
But like you ever did

I was there for people when they had no one involved
I was there to give you light when all your feelings were lost
I was told there was no reason for me to ever be crossed
I promised you'd come along if I ever evolved
How could you choose sides in a war that you never believed in
Picked lies just cause they were easier to see and
Controlled discussions when you shouldn't have ever been seated
Influenced decisions based on the lies you believed in
I heard unhappy people can live happy moments
Which is true, if you're careful of the people you have chosen
I've lived life long enough to know when somethings broken
There's always unhealed scars even after you've sown it
Begging for forgiveness I know you need help
I used to offer it to you but now you're dragging me through hell
I'm thankful for the past and all the feelings I had felt
But leaving you behind is being honest with myself

Drag me through hell
I needed your help
I'm lost
I'm lost
You're selfish
You don't care
But like you ever did