Symph0ny - Sad Song (feat. Pam Hata) Lyrics

I'd rather be alone then have people that are fake
So when something goes wrong, I know it's my mistake
I put you through a test before you associate
Trust is what you earn, not something I give away
I know it's hard when someone beats you to ruins, trust me I've been through it
Pains a special type of language, I can speak it fluent
So I notice when I f*ck up and can't keep recording
At that point I'm sipping whisky with pills mixed into it
So when I let somebody in, call them more then just a friend
I trust they tell the truth and stick with me until the end
Your f*cking lies blend in, with the truth and your sins
Are the reason why you and I are distant
I feel dumb, I feel played, I feel so disrespected
This has happened all before, how did I expect it
Now I'm laying on the floor ignoring every message
Just another man for this whore to lay in bed with
How could you do me like that? you were lonely
When I was giving my all, you were roaming
Never felt so cold and alone
Do you even know?
How could you do me like that? you were lonely
When I was giving my all, you were roaming
Never felt so cold and alone
Do you even know?
I always seek the truth and I'll find out in the end
Said you loved me but you're more committed to other men
I gave you my f*cking heart
And gave up on all my friends
I want you to tell the truth, I wanna see if you can
I shouldn't be feeling this way, missing you more everyday
You gave me no reason to stay, I'm sick of this pain when I wake
The truth hurts but I find lies eat at you
I won't get back the time that I dedicated to you
Is this who I'm meant to be?
Mr. Mess, incomplete
Left on my back to bleed, while you're living happy
Blood running down my hand, drawn from my sadness
Broke my heart again, driven to the point of madness
Hit me like a brick, my trust just f*cking shattered
Expect me to forgive you after knowing what had happened
My hearts out of my chest like I never even had it
I'm in the dark again, but not like it ever mattered
How could you do me like that? you were lonely
When I was giving my all, you were roaming
Never felt so cold and alone
Do you even know?
How could you do me like that? you were lonely
When I was giving my all, you were roaming
Never felt so cold and alone
Do you even know?
It's the only thing that people talk about now
Telling me that they knew, it's got me wondering how
They can stand idling by while I'm painted as a clown
I guess they weren't my friends, cause where the f*ck are they now?
So many knives in my back, but I'm alive still
Dependent on f*cking liquor, Demons are hard to kill
I must be constantly tripping, cause I can't tell what's real
I didn't die in someone's lap, don't tell me how you feel
I was someone that you loved and you threw me away like trash
If I was someone you wanted, how did I deserve that?
When I told you we were done, you got so f*cking mad
I thought you were the one, but you're just a f*cking rat
How could you do me like that? you were lonely
When I was giving my all, you were roaming
Never felt so cold and alone
Do you even know?
How could you do me like that? you were lonely
When I was giving my all, you were roaming
Never felt so cold and alone
Do you even know?
Staring out my window, wishing that I could go
But you never know
Never know