Symph0ny - Understanding Lyrics

Understanding's
A funny thing to say cause you don't get it
You say it, but it doesn't mean you mean it
I swear that this page had something different, but i'll still read it
I have a plan
It doesn't involve you so you can leave
Trust me there's no point in trynna plead
Won't trust what you're saying's important cause
I'm the lead (I'm the lead)
Ok
There's a mean voice in my brain
I can't repeat what he's saying, he sounds just like me
He's more insane then me, wait
I should just pack all my things and leave? Ok
I guess I'll do that
Leave behind all of my fellow rats, leave em like bait in f*cking traps
I'm giving a feast to hungry cats (with hats)
I'm running away to a cage in my room
I'll lock myself in, I'm not speaking to you
My brain is to great think of this as the proof
I don't like me, so I won't like you
I keep it one hundred, owe it to myself
Call yourself warden, put me in a cell
Soon I'll break out, and deal with you well
You might be mean but I'm what's called hell
Delivering lines so fast like fed-ex
Trashing boxes and cards. (ha) get it?
Smashing every rhyme like it's glass
Idiot, you said you need a flow but it didn't rhyme did it?
You broke my heart, yeah you're so mean
It wasn't as problem that I just cling
You threw me feelings into the sea
The problem was you cause it defs wasn't me (sarcasm)
Over doing everything, hoping I get a signing
Look around everywhere, all I see is whining
"Oh my god man, his music's outta timing"
I respond with a song telling you to "fight me"
I think I have problem, they couldn't ever be me
People won't care till they see me dead on T.V
Prance around beats like I got nothing to loose
Hanging off of feats like I'm tied by a noose
I'm a masterpiece, haphazardly, rapping on the beat
I'm in ecstasy, climbing next to me, counting back from three
Kick you off this shit cause I'm a massive dick
Take a massive shit, take a pic of it, that's the album kid
Demons out of me
Finally found some peace, I'm a f*cking beast
Eat you like a feast, just try to f*ck with me
I'm the one to beat so take a piece of this cake,
It's full of meat cause you will only get beef from me
So eat your words and I'll release and album
Dissing names in puns so now let's see
Cupid missed his shot, so now with a wet cock
Mooney kids a lot, magyory of em fat
Over the top, highly insecure, lots of problems they're hoping I forgot
I find it so hard to focus, drop one thing for the next that I notice
It's like it disappears like hocus pocus
Wishful thinking believing I can hold it (hopeless)
ADHD don't describe me, there's some similarities, not the same thing
Simplicity is too breezy, complexities makes symphony's (Symph0ny)
So my minds different, that's the main thing, so many voices are talking to me
What I'm gonna do we'll just wait to see, so many questions I'm just trying to breath
I don't wanna talk about my feelings, I don't wanna show my healing
Music is the only way I can show how I'm dealing, I'm making a killing
Imma rise through the ceiling, feel like a million
Adapt like chameleon, word counts at a billion
Describe me as silly man, not many friends but I'm the best of them
Multiple in one package, damn
I live in the world, you watch it for free
Them words I just hurled, you still do not see
You're led like a herd, no free acting
Everything does burn, you're just not understanding