Hiding in the darkness from these nightmares they've been talking to me tellin me to give up slowly
Drains my life away
People ask me what's up and I don't know what the f*ck to say
F*ck my life I live with this shit everyday
It's f*ckin pain
It don't let me feel the f*ckin same
Can't complain because the f*ckin feeling just sets me off my chain
Feels like I'm going insane
Put the gat against my brain
Bust a single shot as I die with no shame
F*ck your insecurities
F*ck your immaturity
You lookin like a bird I see
Up in this bitch tryna act hard you ain't gettin that far spittin tracks raw
Leavin your mind f*cked for an eternity
Sick and tired of people always f*ckin turnin to me
Your problems ain't really concernin to me
All these flames are burnin me
Internally verbally Killin these rappers who never heard of me
There's certainly no hurtin me
Lost Hope
Large mental slopes and hearts broke
Rope around my f*ckin throat
I'll tell you this before I go
You'll be the last thing I see before I f*ckin choke
You'll be laughing when you realize my life's a joke
Lost Hope
Large mental slopes and hearts broke
Rope around my f*ckin throat
I'll tell you this before I go
You'll be the last thing I see before I f*ckin choke
You'll be laughing when you realize my life's a joke
Walkin down this lonely road
Clichè but it's all I know
Never felt this pain before
Never felt so disrespected
Disconnected, self projected
Can't feel anything no more
Feels like my life is done for
Can't you see the side reflected
Actin like I'm unaffected
People never get the message
Take a second, learn your lesson
Started f*ckin second guessin
Guess that's where I'm going wrong
Reason why I wrote this song
Feelin this pain for too long
Please god help me escape from this cold depression
It's my confession of me suppressin my f*ckin aggression no second guessin and no progression
Just the same f*ckin shit again while askin the same stupid questions
Sometimes I think to myself if this is even worth it
All of it seems to perfect
It's like I'm living without a purpose
My life's a circus
And I'm not even scratching the surface
It's making me nervous
I'm feelin like I'm God's servant
Lost Hope
Large mental slopes and hearts broke
Rope around my f*ckin throat
I'll tell you this before I go
You'll be the last thing I see before I f*ckin choke
You'll be laughing when you realize my life's a joke
Lost Hope
Large mental slopes and hearts broke
Rope around my f*ckin throat
I'll tell you this before I go
You'll be the last thing I see before I f*ckin choke
You'll be laughing when you realize my life's a joke