Slapped up, washed out
F*cked up, cant shout
Always down, runnin round
Not likely, to be, found
Days I, count, till I, wake
Up from this state
Wait another day
I dont wanna stay
Mind is filled with shame
Find another way
Cuz I dont wanna be stuck inside a life that I cant contain
Can never ease the pain
F*ck it I guess I'll let it build up until rips me away
Dont wanna know what you say
I'll only feel more betrayed
Ill only be more afraid
Theres darkness over my head
I feel like I'm sittin in the shade
Wish I could change my ways
But everyone is fake
I'm gettin close to insanity but I refuse to break
My mental state is slippin I dont even feel like I'm sane
I'd rather stand in the rain
Then f*ckin deal with this pain
All these fingers be pointing at me cuz theres no one to blame
(No Escape)