I've started going numb
I cant feel at all
I wont let no one in
I'm building up my walls
The pain that they caused me
Cant take back what they said
I've been starting to think they'd like me better if I were dead
I've started going numb
I cant feel at all
I wont let no one in
I'm building up my walls
Wanderin the streets alone wonderin if anyone will notice
My life is out of focus
Tryna find the true side to myself just so I can show it
But as usual I still dont know it
It will get better is what I'm hopin
I keep f*ckin my life up with each decision I make
The friends I had become fake
Someone help me for god's sake
It's to much for me to take
My mind is constantly filled up with hate
I do nothing but degrade
I cannot cope with the pain
But with nobody to turn to for help I cant do anything but complain
I think I'm goin insane
F*ck all the money and fame
Seems I'm never switching out of this state I'll never feel the same
Search but I'm out of luck
Its sucks you dont give a f*ck
I feel like no one is willing to help me get out this rutt
Sticks out of the crowd
Maybe a little loud
My head does nothing but pound
Im Lost and will never be found
I've started going numb
I cant feel at all
I wont let no one in
I'm building up my walls
The pain that they caused me
Cant take back what they said
I've been starting to think they'd like me better if I were dead
The darkness becomes my friend
I fear that I'm at the end
F*ck following all these trends
Suicide? that depends
Will the sadness f*ckin stop?
I doubt it so let me rot
Do they care? probably not
You dont and that's what I thought
I sit in my room alone
Waiting to hear my phone
Help me you probably wont
I hate my life so let me go
Dont bother cause I wont grow
Mental state is at an all time low
Get drunk and sleep on the floor
I cant take this anymore