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Dear mom
I know we been through some rough times
For the past 2 years we done nothin but cross lines
If I could change my old ways I would press rewind
But I cant so we just live with guilt till we change our minds

But I love you, and I ain't ever wanna lose you
Mama know I got your back until the end consumes you
I know that the choices I make slowly f*ckin chew at you
But the last thing on this earth that I'd wanna do is ruin you

I hate it when we fight
I swear its every night
The guilt eats me alive the more I try and try I might

Mom I'd kill for you, I know you say I shouldn't
Mom you know for you I would take a f*ckin bullet
Id break off these f*ckin chains for you even if you couldn't
Mom I'd do anything for you even if for me you wouldnt

We watched our relationship go down in the f*ckin ground
But we've dug back up and made it home without a sound

I'm sorry for the times that I gave up
For the times when I seemed like I never gave a f*ck
The past few years been rough
But have some trust when I say
I promise together we will make it out of this rutt
I'm sorry that you had to lose trust
I'm sorry for the times that I slowly let our relationship rust
I know I put up a fuss but know i love you mama and I'd kill for you if I must

I know, you and dad struggled to stay together
For 15 years y'all both hung under the weather
15 years of sittin around lookin for lost treasure
And me and the boys weren't making it any better

But you did it for me Justin and Cameron
They saw it comin but I couldn't understand it
It's all fun and games until someone puts their hands in
And now I spend hours of my days takin the transit

Back and forth between homes but I dont care
Just as long as i know the i got my mom here
We both have issues that we dont share and it's not fair to fear the pain of you not bein there

Mom I really wish that I could help you
I really wish that I could end what you're going through
You brought me into this world and I betrayed you
My love was hateful, ungrateful and to that I say...

I'm sorry for the times that I gave up
For the times when I seemed like I never gave a f*ck
The past few years been rough
But have some trust when I say
I promise together we will make it out of this rutt
I'm sorry that you had to lose trust
I'm sorry for the times that I slowly let our relationship rust
I know I put up a fuss but know i love you mama and I'd kill for you if I must

We put our hands on each other I never thought we would
But we talked about it and resolved it just like we should
We're in this together ma, we'll push until we're good
When I make it you'll be livin large just like you should

Our words have crossed the line, they're always filled with hate
We do it all the time, we fight and one of us breaks
A minute later were fine, everything is great
Couple days later we moved back into the same state

We've come so far, and were almost f*ckin there
We've gotten so much better without effort or a care
2 years ago life to me just didnt seem fair
But now your both happy n I could never compare

You're a good mom, dont let anybody take that from you
Because theres some pretty f*ckin shitty things that I've done too
Nobody's perfect but without you I'm worthless
So I wrote this song from my heart to tell you I love you

I'm sorry for the times that I gave up
For the times when I seemed like I never gave a f*ck
The past few years been rough
But have some trust when I say
I promise together we will make it out of this rutt
I'm sorry that you had to lose trust
I'm sorry for the times that I slowly let our relationship rust
I know I put up a fuss but know i love you mama and I'd kill for you if I must