Fighting These Feelings Video (MV)

Now I ain't the jealous type, I know my worth
I'm the sin you crave, not the saint at your church
Let them bless your name in the vows they recite
But I'd f*ck you harder, raw and unholy, every night
It's a balancing act-grind, play, and rest
Legs open like my tarot, let the stars confess
Call me the devil, but I'm no cheap thrill
I don't wreck homes, baby, I just bend your will
Temptation's a beast I've learned to ride
But the chaos inside never fully subsides
They say at the protests their voices break through
Fighting for peace is like f*cking for virginity-it's true
Fighting these feelings is like drowning to learn how to swim
Fighting these feelings is like trying to put out a fire with gasoline-keep fueling the flames
Don't we know, feelings ain't foes, they're the truths that we find
But the blaze in my chest keeps burning my mind
Gotta flip the script, let the hurt become real
Turn the pain into purpose so it becomes a done deal
So I'm done throwin' hands with the ghosts in my head
Let 'em talk, let 'em scream, let's go crazy instead
'Cause peace ain't a fight, it's a truce I declare
I'm the champ of my mind, so pull up a chair
What if we surrendered and let it all go
Let temptation take the reins, let the wildness show
Rebel with a purpose, leave a mark that scars
Set the night on fire like defiant stars
Holy enough to pray for them, fierce enough to swing
F*cking for purity and the chaos it brings
I'm holy enough to kneel, pray for your grace
But hood enough to love you in a reckless embrace
I'll rewrite those vows, twist the sacred line
Turn devotion to desire, blur the divine
What if I gave in, unleashed the storm
Let the revolution take its most human form
Would you stand beside me or turn away
As I turn this chaos into power and pray away
Those who pray away the gay
What's a revolution if it doesn't bare the soul
What's redemption if it leaves you cold
Spread the cards wide, let fate deal the hand
In your arms I finally understand
Temptation's a beast I've learned to ride
But the chaos inside never fully subsides
Fighting these feelings is like fleeing your heart
No matter the distance, it tears you apart
The faster you run, the stronger it stays
A pulse in your chest that won't fade away
It follows you close like a drum in your ear
Reminding you always there's nowhere but here
To quiet the beat, you can't turn and hide
You've got to face it and let it reside
Fighting these feelings is like caging the tide
The harder you push, the more they collide
What's a revolution if it doesn't bare the soul
What's redemption if it leaves you cold
Spread the cards wide, let fate deal the hand
In your arms I finally understand