T. Hayes - Mea Culpa Lyrics

If I was a kid I wouldn't have any morals to give
Sure as a bid
Livin just so I can pour out a cist
I mean
My whole life I been thinkin my wrongs right
My own vice I can't tell whether wrongs right
My pen farewell a pinnacle cynical sin
I been hella jealous enema enter my stin
Shittin on niggas in my criminal interval skin
Do for the win, am I forreally the jiggiest kid
I write this song just so I can write my wrongs
I bite my tongue every time I fight my lungs
I can't breathe when I think about it
I need to get up out it
Of all people I done given lethal antibodies
By anybody I made a plan to get back on anybody
I been about it I been feelin it in my body
My heart is rotten but I can feel that the clot is poppin
The art of jottin my infidelies on a logic project
I swear the past be bringin the pain with her
Enter the rain weather, Enter the vein killer
Need to feel pain better, The only way I ain't give up
Sever the mind hinder, level the shrine pillar
My limits go blind with her, more feelins confine killer
I'm feelin the high bill up, no innocence I'm nigga
Said I'm more in control than I've ever been
Let that arrogance erode, I'll forever win yeah

Said I'm checkin off
I'm checkin off
I'm checkin off my heart
I'm checkin off
I'm checkin off
I'm checkin off my part
I'm checkin off
I'm checkin off
I'm checkin off my wrongs
And if I ever get the chance to see you all
I pray you absolve

Different women I've done wrong
Niggas I've hunched on
I'm killin myself hopin I'll fix with this one song
Lemme go back in time
Slap some sense into mind
Maybe savin a heart
Cuz ain't no feelins in mine
Tell em you pretty enough
You not ugly as shit
I'm just arrogant f*ck
I'm not aware I'm a dick
And girl I swear you'll find love
You got hair and a heart
And that's good for enough
And if not then restart
I been a mess I been a hella f*ckin elegant wreck
I been a threat I think its betta bout that time I confess
I'm so selfish, I think I deserve what I get
I'm so helpless, I can't even learn to protect my own love on flood of a cold river
The mo hoes gimme chose I won't know betta
I'm so slow to get old I won't know whether
Am I just a token of gold or a soul bearer
Am I?
This ain't really what you want from me
Won't you tell me what you want from me
Tryna get back to your company
Won't you tell me what you want from me
I seen the brighter day
I dreamed of another way
I think theres no betta way
And we don't got no time to waste

I'm checkin off
I'm checkin off
I'm checkin off my heart
I'm checkin off
I'm checkin off
I'm checkin off my part
I'm checkin off
I'm checkin off
I'm checkin off my wrongs
And if I ever get the chance to see you all
I pray you absolve