T. Hayes - Pray Lyrics

It was always me vs the world
Until I found it's me vs me
Why, why, why, why
Why, why, why (why)

I'm not afraid to die I'm just afraid of myself
Just afraid of my health
My lucky days come in spells
And if i ever get the chance to make this song go evail
I pray you pray for me well
I may not make it to there
I seen my death come in pieces
Through my dreams and my demons
How I fiend for the feelin'
Just for life have a meanin'
I can never be what they want me to be for myself
So f*ck it
Guess I'll take life where I breathe and it heals

I ain't never had a problem like this, before the pain
It ain't nothin but what God will insist, that you remain
I ain't never showed what yall couldn't miss, ain't that a shame
And yet I still can't get no lovin out here

I'm an artist don't call me conscious
My momma say I'm a narcissist
Retarded Benihana choppin up my feelings
I'm a unsympathetic anethesiac
Low-self esteem and I fiend for immediate attention
Or maybe just a bitch to only love me when I need it
Selfish, conceited, my flaws as a demon
I can never be what you always just want me to be
I can only be myself until my death comes due me well

I ain't never had a problem like this, before the pain
It ain't nothin but what God will insist, that you remain
I ain't never showed what yall couldn't miss, ain't that a shame
And yet I still can't get no lovin out here