What I've Become Video (MV)

People think it's a game
Like they got infinite lives
You could get shot by a nine
That shit stresses the mind
Why would you do this to yourself
Why would you fake your mental health
Why would you let yourself get pissed
Now you don't even exist

Ever since my birth I've been lookin' for purpose
Somethin' that'd provide me with that knowledge and focus
I thought hard work and sacrifice would help me succeed
Now I've become a monster of gluttony and greed
Suckin' every celebrity dick I can
Just to be a man, did not give a damn
About the people around me, I tried to be there
But then again, I didn't care plus I was so scared
That they would judge me for what I've become and I was right
Looked at the mirror, couldn't see my reflection in sight
Had sold my soul to the devil just to advance somewhat
And now I feel cold and empty, you could say I'm f*cked
Now I'm prayin' to God, I'm like "let me in"
I'm here to absolve myself of my many sins
I was possessed, how was I supposed to know
When the devil's everywhere and his lies are so gold
How the f*ck do I win

Look at me, at what I've become
I've become egoistic and dumb
All because I wanted to be hotter
It ain't no fun when you underwater
My life be pain and torment
Negativity is what I represent
So what if I got a lot of cash
Music ain't fun when all you makin' is trash
And that's what's up

Listen up man
This shit ain't a game
It'll change you, rearrange you
Leave you unrecognizable from what you once was before
You want to fight for frauds
Or you want to fight for the cause
It's on you
I'm out, peace