Contemplation on a rainy day
I'm just trying to be stay positive trying to make a way
Just me and my thoughts compassion for my pain
Helps me to appreciate when there's a sunny day
Grew up poor
Parents got divorced
Use the babies as collateral will start a war
Catalogue dreams the subject's very sore
Felt like Oliver Twist
I always wanted more
Seen the big boys shinning wanted to get involved
Clocked I'd shine for a bit then it'd be jail or morgue
Love strong enough helped me to stand up tall
So if I said anything I said it and grab my balls
Had to play cards I was dealt
The stress of life highlighted mental health
Childhood traumas got me working on self
To be seen and not heard so who I can tell
I seen anything is possible after 50 f****d Vivica
After Ja Rule told me that I should live it up
A teacher said I wouldn't be s**t as if I give a f**k
Didn't even listen cos they cannot limit us
Contemplation on a rainy day
I'm just trying to be stay positive trying to make a way
Just me and my thoughts compassion for my pain
Helps me to appreciate when there's a sunny day
Belief on a rainy day
I'm just trying to be stay positive trying to make a way
Just me and my thoughts compassion for my pain
Helps me to appreciate when there's a sunny day
Some of the realist shit
I ever wrote
Kicked out 17
Filled with dreams and hope
Downing Street humbled me
I'd never been as low
A letter left for me to see when I'm back from a show
I knew from then I'm out here on my own
Short term thinking never had long term goals
After hostel got a flat riddled with mould
Many mistakes made had to learn the hard way
Who cared how I felt
I come from tow the line or get hit with a belt
No naughty step but really would it have helped
These times made me what I am so worked out well
Changed mind set from poverty to wealth
Wasn't scared of death cos already been to hell
Weight on my shoulders heavy like a barbell
Now I live the happy life
From roof tops I yell
Contemplation on a rainy day
I'm just trying to be stay positive trying to make a way
Just me and my thoughts compassion for my pain
Helps me to appreciate when there's a sunny day
Belief on a rainy day
I'm just trying to be stay positive trying to make a way
Just me and my thoughts compassion for my pain
Helps me to appreciate when there's a sunny day