T. Sam - Rumination Lyrics

Sometimes I can feel so pitiful
Hurting over things that I don't think about no more
I'd love to be yours
But it takes too much to bleed for you again
It's pain I don't wanna keep
But there's something I'm afraid to be
And a reality I wanna see
So I relive the memory over
And do it over
And do it over
And do it over
Until I understand what made you leave
Perpetually bleeding
I'm stuck in a feeling
I wish you could see
What's happening to me
Repetitive dreaming
Refreshing the feeling
I'm trying to deep
What you left with me
I
Wanna tell you things
I love the bittersweet taste of your memory
What is this distance?
Where did it come from?
I been racking my brain
Tryna figure which thing
Did I even do wrong this time?
I'm spinning my wheels tryna fix it
I don't think I deserve to be healed, it's
My error, my responsibility
I'd give myself away to make you happy
If it's not about me
And what I think doesn't carry any weight in between
If it ain't here or there
I don't need to be anywhere
(Don't mean nothing to you now)
Perpetually bleeding
I'm stuck in a feeling
I wish you could see
What's happening to me
Repetitive dreaming
Refreshing the feeling
I'm trying to deep
What you left with me
Perpetually bleeding
I'm stuck in a feeling
Reliving a scene
Just to punish me
Repetitive dreaming
I wish you could see me
I wish you could see
What I see
Oooh
It's a little bitty shame
We fell out of tune
Let it go
Let it go
I can't bare to let it change
I'm hoping for you
To come home
(You forgot 'bout me too)
(And it's such a shame)
(La da di doo)
(Hey-ah)
It's a sweeter thing
To remember my love for me
Perpetually bleeding
I'm stuck in a feeling
I wish you could see
What's happening to me
Repetitive dreaming
Refreshing the feeling
I'm trying to deep
What you left with me
Perpetually bleeding
I'm stuck in a feeling
Reliving a scene
Just to punish me
Repetitive dreaming
I wish you could see me
I wish you could see
What I see