T Wavyy - Feelings Lyrics

So much pain
And I can't take it
And lord I can not fake it
Thinking bout the ppl
Really love me
That been taken
And People that's the closest
Switching up
Be the strangest
So money be the focus
Just know that I'm dedicated
Head huntin
On them niggas
Couple glocks I be spinning
When I get a play
And it's good I get a feelin
All money ain't good money
It's good when i get it
Steady counting hunnits
Smoking gas
Like it's healing
So much pain And
No I won't show it
Stuck in depression
But money keep flowing
Born from the bottom
But the top where I'm goin
I knownI had it rough
But i know dat I'm chosen
Gone off the gas
You can tell that I'm floating
Pour double cups
And I drowned
In the syrup
Switch on the Glocks
So you see that we purging
My life full death
And it's killing my soul
I seen my momma crying
Wondered why
But that cancer was
Eating her heart
She was like a Rock
When she died
My family fell apart
Then my nephew died
I can not lie
I was sliding day n night
Then on house arrest
My daddy died
My life can't get it right
So much pain
And No I did not get it
The devil be trollin
I told him I get it
I jus smile wit depression
If u get u get it
To much of emotion
Don't feel what u feelin
Talkin love language
I need me a million
Yo block in the middle
We spin like a fidget
Not focused on digits
Don't plan us to kick it
So much pain in my body
I'm numb to my feelings

So much pain
And I can't take it
And lord I can not fake it
Thinking bout the ppl
Really love me
That been taken
And People that's the closest
Switching up
Be the strangest
So money be the focus
Just know that I'm dedicated
Head huntin
On them niggas
Couple glocks I be spinning
When I get a play
And it's good I get a feelin
All money ain't good money
It's good when i get it
Steady counting hunnits
Smoking gas
Like it's healing

When my momma died
I was crucified
My body ain't need a heart
I was so traumatized
When I close my eyes
Her death stuck on repeat
Had people look down
Don't move round
They jus wanna see defeat
Like seeing me lose
Gon make me weak
Zeta wolf
I'm way to rare
Like antiques
So I grabbed a 3
And I poured up a liter
Hiding this pain
I hope you don't see it
Seem like my money
The one
She a keeper
Trama from drama
I jus know not to speak it
I'm damage from pain
It won't be the same
People not loyal or real
As they say
Hidden intentions
The games I don't play
I bottled my pain
I'm goin insane
Yeah