Been in so much pain
I swear I don't deserve it
Had to step up too the plate
Cut off people that wasn't worth it
I've been sippin on that drank
Wishin the pain would fade away
My mind it been so gone
I just staring outta space
Gotta stay alert can't let them
Turn me into a day
Steady fighting with these demons
Dey tryna take my soul from me
Been in so much pain
I swear I don't deserve it
Had to step up too the plate
Cut off people that wasn't worth it
This that drank right
This that act right
If you leave you ain't coming back right
Wasted time can't get back right
Steady think back on that night
A young nigga almost lost his life
Watch how u move most niggas ain't wit it
Had switch my jeans
Dey got blood stains in em
Imma keep slidin wipe them from existence Nigga ain't no talkin wen you on a mission
Free lil bro out cell I swear to god I miss him
If Dey post a bond I swear we coming to get em Nigga talkin hard they got it in em
Lost some brothers too these streets
Left my soul hurt
I been working providing
I put my family first
I've been depressed steady sipping
Overdosing on syrup
I've been tweakin off the lean
Smoking all this herb
I'm just tryna take the pain away
Hard living day by day
Granny steady praying for me
This world ain't got no love for me
Been in so much pain
I swear I don't deserve it
Had to step up too the plate
Cut off people that wasn't worth it
I've been sippin on that drank
Wishin the pain would fade away
My mind it been so gone
I just staring outta space
Gotta stay alert can't let them
Turn me into a day
Steady fighting with these demons
Dey tryna take my soul from me
Been in so much pain
I swear I don't deserve it
Had to step up too the plate
Cut off people that wasn't worth it