14:30 Video (MV)

One four three O sharp
Meet me in the park

Bring your dry cold smile
Take me to the start
Feed me with false hope
The forever impossible

You kept my soul smell like
Letters in your drawer

One four three years passed
I'm waiting in the park

Sour smell of dirty water mixed With footprints
Urine saliva and tears from the Pavement
Spearmint lips cold fingerprints

That's why they all despise
This stammering average neurotic unsettled monster Outside me
Carried away the most decent Little girl

Still too young to handle my Father's devotional hatred
Still too free to handle this Institutional limbo
(I check my watch

The salty rotten cigarette burns
Tension tension tension
Humiliation hurts
Tension tension tension
The tears of rejection smudged In love letters
Tension tension tension
Oh my virgin naive spotless Love

Sweet slushy twice-told lines
Self-pity fake tasteless tears
Write a poem write a song
Make it artsy make it wrong
Be special act like idiots
Be special act like you're Different
Be special mock a loser
Be special smash a window
Be special be the same do the Same
Crap like all sixteeners do and

I wanna lose sometimes
Lose you
Your cruelty is what inspires
Me the most