Taijaei - SJ's Song Lyrics

Hey
I was wondering
If you'd like to go out sometime
Well I mean like
Only if you're not busy
You know like
White roses
Moët and shit
Oh, you got plans
Ok well maybe another time then
Yea, nah-nah it's cool
Like, it's cool

You know I tried to love you
I f*cking tried to love you
Wrote this song at
3am it's late and I am thinking of you
You should love the fact I spent my
Time to even think to love you
Take you to another nigga
Just to have some pieces of you
Pieces of me love you, but you're selfish and it shows
That's why I'm really out here flexing
And you got shelving hoes
That's why I'm really saying f*ck it
And I'm selfish with my goals
They always told me who you were
I should have listened to bros

These hoes be lying dog
I think my timing off
You could have said you didn't want me
Would've mined at all
I mean I've showed you
That I loved you
Like I mimed it all
No words
All actions made it happen
But my timing off

You don't appreciate shit
You know you're selfish as f*ck
And I don't owe you a dime
I put myself in the cut
I tired to love you
I did, but that was never enough
I learned my lesson
Don't you sweat it bitch
I'm leveling up
I put the juice back in cup
I took the heart off your name
Cause I will never trust
Another heart since
Mine is the blame
And even doe you've said
You're sorry
I can't love you the same
Cause I was trying to help you find you
But you find that insane
And I was searching for a why in you
You kept it contained
And I was bringing you the joy of me
You kept bringing pain
Remember first time in my room
I had you saying my name
Now I've forgotten who I am
And that's ironic and lame

I feel your energy shifting
It's clear you don't feel the same
I feel connection is missing
You're only with me for gain

Oh it's a evil, evil entity
I might blow my brain
And you were never, never into me
I think I'm the blame
And I'm savage now because you
And can't love the same
You know I can't love the same
Oh no, I can't love the same
I would've given you the world
You know I'm close to my dreams
But attention never stood up
To the pain that you bring

I never mind when you're with me
But I hate when you're far
You never vibe when you're with me
Unless you're gone off a gar
I sit with you and feel empty
You never loved me to par
I've had a hard time facing
That that's just who you are
You know you're selfish conniving
Maybe I'm slow on my timing
Maybe I loved you why to
Clearly doe for you to be blinded
You always wanted attention
Well here's some that you can you have
I tried to add to your life
But I think you hated my math
I wrote these verses just for you
I think you hate on my craft
I swear you put me in some feelings
That I hated to have
See one side of you is careless
And i hated that half
I tried to guide you towards a better you
You hated my path

I feel your energy shifting
It's clear you don't feel the same
I feel connection is missing
You're only with me for gain
I tried to guide you to shelter
I think you like when it rain
I think your heart is probably something
That I'll never obtain

Oh it's a evil, evil entity
I might blow my brain
And you were never, never into me
I think I'm the blame
And I'm savage now because you
And I can't love the same
You know I'm savage now
Because of you
I can't love the same
Yea, Taijaei
Yea, Yea

Secret Special Notes
I want the best for you SJ
And maybe that's just not me
But, I hope you find me in him
And I hope he finds you soon