They dont understand
Im tryin my best to become a man
They wana see me locked up in the jam
Gotta get out
So im working my hand
This part of the plan
To make it out
I walk out the crib they staking out
I cant deal wit nun a that fakin now
Cant get that shit out my head
Locked in that cell
Felt like i was dead
Got out on bond wit time on my head
What come to my mind i swear ima say it
They say that im wrong how ever i play it
I cant get a win but im steady playin
Cant run outta wind im on it again
Swear ima take all this to the chin
Gotta get this off my chest
I aint shit like the rest
Tru to myself
N thats to the death
Heart on the shelf
Aint none of it left
She aint do me right
So im outta sight
Back on the wall
N its stuck wit a knife
Clouded my mind cant even think twice
One of the biggest mistakes in life
I know its my fault so i pay the price
What happen to niggas thats said they got me
What if them came back n shot me
I know that tony N E right beside me
F*ck wit my niggas catching a body
F*cked up sobriety
Been in a fight wit all this anxiety
Trippin like why tf he keep eyeing me
I keep a 9 wit me
Stuck in a city wit murder n robberies