Have I lost the right to ask
Guess I don't really deserve to know
How you're doing now
Got your number from a friend
And she was hesitant thinking that I was still lost in pretend
So if I called you tomorrow
Would u pick up the phone
Could u tell me that you miss me
And your still all alone
And you don't care just where I've been
I know I'm dreaming
You'll ever need me again
I'm trying so hard to resist
But your my fuel
My inspiration and I can't let that go
All the change I can't get past
And I just need back what you gave to me
The longing in my soul
So if I called you tomorrow
Would u pick up the phone
Could u tell me that you miss me
And your still all alone
And you don't care just where I've been
I know I'm dreaming
You'll ever need me again
I fight the tears that keep the straining in my eyes
It's so unhealthy I know you were never meant to be mine
I know it's not really you anymore
But it's so hard
I'd love so badly to call you
And you'd pick up the phone
And you'd tell me that you'd missed me and your still all alone
But I know just where I've been
We'll never get back what we were then
It should be okay if I never hear from you again