Here I am in this spot that I never thought I'd be so soon, but sometimes things can happen that you can't control
Why is life so f*cking cruel that I can't even control it
Deep inside I always knew, things were never gonna be the way I wanted them to because life is f*cking cruel
I always knew my dreams weren't gonna come true
And all the times I prayed for you they never went through
I think this proves my theory
My theory that happy endings only happen in movies
Everything I feared that would happen to me in the long term happened to me in the short term all at once
So much for a broken and weak boy like me to cope with
All at once everything came onto me and I didn't know what to do
Because I'd never experienced something like this before
Can I please have it easy after this just for a little while
Because I can't even imagine what is to come
I always knew my dreams weren't gonna come true
And all the times I prayed for you they never went through
I think this proves my theory
My theory that happy endings only happen in movies
Surviving my life has always been a matter of strength and I'm not sure if this is my strongest point but I'm sure I will get through this as I always do
By myself