Sleepless in Esenler Otogar Video (MV)

Take me away
A way away that will
Get me far from here
This city haunts me
Cause it reminds me
Of my darkest days
That I wanna destroy the memories of
My heart is beating faster than it ever did before
My life's about to pull a 180 what else could I ask for
I knew this day would come
And it was just about time
To get my shit together
Before I lost all hope forever
And I wanted to leave this place
Ever since I came here for the first
But I couldn't do anything
Because my desire
For freedom was treated
As a crime
Smiles tears I've been through all
But I don't wanna remember anything at all
I can't believe I got through all this alone
And I'm gonna get through so much more
Am I ever gonna find my way somewhere
I'm accepted as who I am
Will I ever teach myself how to
Blend in and live
Like everybody else
I'm never gonna be normal
I just can't change
I'll never change
I've had enough
I need to learn
How to act tough
(I'll never change, I'll never change)