All of a sudden you acting like I'm not enough and like you never liked me
Yeah baby that might be
And like me
Yeah I never liked me too
I need a seroquel
Babygirl tell me where the pills
I've been seeing a demon
My head is spinning
Just like a Ferris wheel
Yeah maybe I'm just sleeping
Yeah Maybe I'm just dreaming
But I could swear it's real
Yeah and I can't bear to feel these feeling I'm feeling a full cups hard to fill
And I'm overflowing with my emotions I watch them all spill
Slowly flowing into the ocean
Going down
Losing control
Better slow it down
Got no one now
I'm overdosing when I'm all alone
And I'm gone off the drugs so there's really not no one around
I don't no what the f*ck to say
Even when I'm trying
And I try to explain that I'm doing better
You have some way to shut me down
Like f*ck man
Like look in the mirror
I'm the one with all the problems?
F*ck...man you know
I'm telling you
I never needed you
All I wanted was friend
Don't wake up until the sun goes down
And yeah I like this lonely little ghost town
And what is yet to come is yet to go around
And did you notice how
I've been slowing down
I need a pick me up (I need a pick me up)
And i hate it when you hit me up
And when you saying tricky stuff like you're the only one who ever gave me love
I'm starting to think that maybe you just saying stuff for the sake of saying stuff
Yeah staying up late never waking up in the day cause I hate the sun and I hate your pretty face and I hate your f*cking guys
Hate hearing your name
Hate who you become
And I can hear the birds telling me to go to sleep
It's 7:43
And I'm supposed to be
Pulling up to work
And you know I won't be
I'd rather lay in bed with her
And hopefully they don't let go of me
Everything we had together watched you throw it out
And girl it's pouring out
And girl I sort of doubt
That you would stay with me
But baby lay with me
And you can say to me
How much you hated me
I would never let you know
How I lost my mind
How I let it all go
How I'm not alright
I just really wanna die
But it's not my time to go
And I look up at the ceiling while I lie on the floor
Barely even breathing while I cry real hard
It's only 9:24
You're in a different time zone
Yeah I know I'm real far but inside I'm close
And I know you don't like the life that I chose
How I don't like nice clothes
Yeah but baby that's how life goes
That's the way the dice rolls
Will you choose the right door
Yeah you might but you likely won't