Tal - Absolute Zero Lyrics

Please can you answer just this last time
So I can believe again in color
And feel something beyond the outline
I guess I'm lucky I was able to feel so much in a lifetime
And I'm sorry that I let you know that
And let you use me as a lifeline
You don't own the night sky
But I loved you, so I'd say that you did
How could you take advantage of a girl
Who was betrayed as a kid
I don't want you to know
I've lost hope in the sun
But I need you to feel
What a dark world is made of
I didn't think my life would be perfect
But I dreamed of some paradise with you as a hero
And now I'm left here with myself to save
And a belief it can't get colder
Than absolute
You said that winter was your favorite season
And I don't believe in loathing time
But you've given me every single reason
Now I stare at the clock to remember life isn't frozen
And this world moves on as I say so
Because this time that's what I have chosen
You don't own the night sky
And now you don't own anything at all
How could you be the light of summer
Just to ruin my fall
I don't want you to know
I've lost hope in the sun
But I need you to feel
What a dark world is made of
I didn't think my life would be perfect
But I dreamed of some paradise with you as a hero
And now I'm left here with myself to save
And a belief it can't get colder
Than absolute zero
All my life I've been afraid
To show the world who I was
You gave me a reason to
I thought it was worth it for once
I can't believe you let me worship you
Even worse be at your defense
How could you let me give myself up
To a cause that was all pretend
So I don't want you to know
I've lost hope in the sun
But now I want you to feel
What a dark world is made of
I know that I'm far from perfect
But I'm strong and I can save myself
Every day I find ways to feel the love that you felt
Just let me be till I'm far
And if I go looking for you
This time don't answer my call