Healing me
It had never been possible, you know?
No matter how hard you would've tried
No matter what you could've said
It wasn't you not doing enough
You did way more than that
It was me not being ready to receive all of it
Appreciating it
Using it
Giving me closure
It's been hard
I know
Watching me fall apart
Each time you tried putting together all my pieces
Giving me shelter
It's been almost impossible, i know
Being pushed away
Each time you tried holding on tighter
Leaving things behind
It's hard
I know
Fearing it might come back
And seeing the fear in your eyes, too
We kind of let ourselves be caught in that
We've let ourselves be blinded by it
Being fooled that there's no way
We're ever getting out of this on the bright side
But you know what?
Being stronger through it
It's possible
I know now