I'm scared I'm a narcissist
I sure do think about me a lot
But if I'm stuck in this body, it's hard not to
I'm scared I'm not smart enough
I'm not old for my age anymore
I'm just my age and nobody's impressed
I get dressed in the morning
I put on my mother's jewelry
And I think of all the times she called me special
I digress, I just think it's funny
No offense to anybody
But we're all f*cked either way so why even try?
I don't mean that, I'm just trying to get by
I'm scared I'm no good at this
Sad songs don't sell but I write what I know
And if I know myself I know I don't know nothing else
I get dressed in the morning
Surf the internet until it's boring
Make my bed to feel like I've accomplished something
I digress, I just think it's funny
All this potential for nothing
But we're all f*cked either way so why even try
I don't mean that I'm just trying to get by
I thought about ending it
For the first time just the other day
Nothing serious, I just toyed with the idea
Now that's a bit much, I said
Out loud to myself then I laughed at the scene
A girl unhinged, a comedy starring me
Ha ha, ha ha, ha ha, ha ha