You'd say
I'd see you in the movies
But I'd say
I'd probably sleep right through it
We'd play
On the train to school, and, oh
Messing around,
Being so loud,
We always said we were friends
I didn't know I liked you then
You'd do the accent
A proper New York gangster
You'd ask me questions
But I couldn't answer
Cause I got tongue tied
When you said you were leaving
It bought up a feeling
I shouldn't be feeling
If it's not a heartbreak
Why do I feel broken
Cut wide open
From the love we never made
And if it's not a heartache
When will I stop wanting
For you to call me darling
And tell me I will be okay
But it's not a heartbreak
Two years
Since I last saw you
You seem different
And I think I've changed too
I've been building little futures
It sounds stupid but they're mine
I wish I told you
But I never told you
If it's not a heartbreak
Why do I feel broken
Cut wide open
From the love we never made
And if it's not a heartache
When will I stop wanting
For you to call me darling
And tell me I will be okay
But it's not a heartbreak
I didn't know I loved you then
I was scared to let you in
How can you lose something
You never had
If it's not a heartbreak
Why do I feel broken
Cut wide open
From the love we never made
And if it's not a heartache
When will I stop wanting
For you to call me darling
And tell me I will be okay
If it's not a heartbreak
Why do I feel this way