Why am I awake?
Hate the breath I take
Failed by my own fear
Father, do you hear?
Since I've been looking for love
I found nothing but solitude
In my dreadful dreams I'm already dead
Unfortunately I am awake
Ocean of tears unable to see
No one can help me cause nobody hears
Darkness inside. Feel cold embrace
I cannot die. Death is my grace
I do not want to see light of world
Why am I awake?