The growing darkness before and beside
It feels so helpless, I can't even cry
All I remember is graveyard soil
The veil of nightmare turns blood into oil
Screaming from cold grave - but no one hears me
I am alive here - no one believes me
I prayed for death - she couldn't find me
Dying alive - my only nightmare
I caged in coffin as child of the beast
These walls embraced me, I feel how they squeeze
So comprehensive this darkness in me
The time is endless when I'm not exist
Denial and acceptance
Do I deserve this sentence?
I refuse to understand
No beginning where is no end
Forgiving and redemption
No hope for resurrection
Beneath the graveyard ground
The fear is all I found
I regret that I lived my past
Saddest time that is gone so fast
But I'll always remember you - so beautiful
You were beautiful