I know I got flaws,baby do that turn you off
I know I don't act like a lady,I am not sitting criss crossed
My confidence is not that high,I do not feel like a boss
Sometimes I just had to just lie,to make me feel like I can talk
I don't feel good in my skin,it feel like I'm always being watched
And every-time you go to talk,it feel like I'm the one thats called
Sick of being looked at when I take a step
I'm sorry I'm like this wish I could reset
I'm trying to be good and just give it my best
Got a smile on my face but I'm really depressed
Don't wanna feel weak so I'm not finna vent
Now it's built up inside me 100 percent
And I tried to pray 'cause you said I was blessed
Im sorry I'm insecure,I'm just a wreck
I'm sorry I hurt you it's not what it meant
I'm sorry that I'm sorry man I'm just a mess
Day and night again I just regret
And I know I be sinning I gotta repent
I'm sorry I'm not happy, I left you on sent
I'm sorry that I missed your call and your text
I'm sorry that I'm busy and I just forget
I'm sorry that I'm tired,energy on red
I'm sorry that I'm tired and don't get no rest
Im sorry I got feelings and I get upset
I'm sorry that I'm awkward and cannot connect
I'm sorry that I'm human like what you expect
I know I got flaws,baby do that turn you off
I know I don't act like a lady,I am not sitting criss crossed
My confidence is not that high,I do not feel like a boss
Sometimes I just had to just lie,to make me feel like I can talk
I don't feel good in my skin,it feel like I'm always being watched
And every-time you go to talk,it feel like I'm the one thats called
Im sorry I'm ugly and I'm not your type
I'm sorry I'm not short and I got a lil height
Little did you know when you said that I cried
Again and Again I say that I'm alright
I say that I'm good but I think that I lied
I'm hurting trying to be polite
I'm tired dying up inside
What should I do I'm trying to decide
Got a pain that I cannot describe
Im sorry that I'm insecure some I can't hide
I'm one of the girls I'm not one of the guys
I'm sorry I'm weak and I cannot keep fighting
I'm sorry I gave up on you,can't keep tryin'
I'm sorry I'm sensitive and I keep crying
I'm sorry I'm extra and said I was dying
I'm sorry for trying to be happy and smiling
I know that I'm weak I thank you for reminding
Somebody just said I was strong so who's lying
I know that I'm almost there gotta keep climbing
I gotta be tuff and just stop all that whining
But it's so hard when these people keep trying
They look and they finding
They say it to me and then I end up crying
The only thing help me with pain is me writing
I'm seeing a light and it feel like I'm rising
The light is so bright that it's blinding
This perfect timing and I hear the words to keep going and trying
(I hear the words to keep going and trying,going and trying,going and trying okay)
I know I got flaws,baby do that turn you off
I know I don't act like a lady,I am not sitting criss crossed
My confidence is not that high,I do not feel like a boss
Sometimes I just had to just lie,to make me feel like I can talk