Born as oceans
We've grown backwards into dirt
Circle clockwise or reverse around the sun
Forty years and forty more
It never works out like you planned
The way you planned it never works
Running faster
There's a hunger to the clock
Sometimes lonesomeness and doubt is all you got
But lucky you
You're in ascension constantly
Until you wake up
As a stranger in your bed
How could you be so ready to compromise
What you hold in you heart to be sure
How could you be so petty I confess I too
Been on the flip side of that coin
Why would we open our hearts to this
When we know we're all alone I guess
It's just
Climbing a ladder
Where it rests against the sun
Nobody told you you're a bird with waxy wings
Keeping a tally of
Pretenders to your throne
All of the fights incited being deaf and dumb
How many of the days you lost
We're a joke that you weren't in on
How could you honestly say to yourself
I am right and everyone else is wrong
Why would we open our hearts like this
We're so sure ours is for no one else
Unless
We can't trust ourselves to be alone
We can't trust ourselves
Then disaster
Kicks the windows out and screams
Litters all your pretty dreams across the lawn
Buried on your back
With only sky to see
Counting all those leaves of grass
You never read
How could you be so quick to leave
This world it's a drag
But you know the next is worse
All of the stories we have told ourselves to behave
Are just hopes scratched in the dirt
Why would we open our hearts like this
When we know we're all we've got I guess
I guess It's just
We can't trust ourselves to be alone
We can't trust ourselves to be alone