Tanner Redman - And I Prayed (Water and Blood) Lyrics

I had a dream that I had a wife
She had my sons the ended her life
(She) Said the first one is Loneliness the second is Pain
Then she gave them to me and said I was to blame
I found her in a tub full of water and blood
With a knife and a note, I awoke all alone
And I prayed
I thought it was real, I thought she was gone
But I guess she wasn't even there from the start
My mind had created a story to tell
So I guess it was me whom had cursed me to Hell
And I guess it was me who really laid in that tub
With a knife and a note and I don't even know what I wrote
So I sat on the bed all alone 'til the day and I prayed
I think of my friends, the ones that I've lost
The ones that I'm losing, and the ones I've still got
And what I will do after they are all gone
And I've already put each one into a song
Will they find me in a tub full of water and blood
With a knife and a note? Will they weep for my soul
Or will they Pray