Two Steps Back (feat. Griffin Boucher) Video (MV)

What you mean, what's the problem
Did you want a stable person, I
Can't give you that right now
Sorry, I need some time to myself, please

I remember road trips
Seeing how the rain drips
Slipping down the window in the summer
Licking Cheetos off my fingers in the backseat
Moving my whole life East
At least I released a couple songs
And I found a couple friends who make it better
Whether raining or it's sunny
Weather never tethered me inside my room
But I stayed anyway cause I played and replayed
All the music that became my life
A getaway every other day
Saying that I disobey my passageway
A path of mine is underway
I pull away from yesterday
And run away from my old ways

Make a mess, clear my headspace
Make it loud to distract my brain
Drown it out, all the bad things
If I block it out, I lose you too
Feel no pain, but no happiness
Tell myself I deserve it

I know it don't make much sense
Pull you in and spit you out again
Would you believe me if I told you
I'm trying my best
Will you wait a little longer
Give me time to get stronger
Every step forward follows two back

Seeing signs that I won't see you
Singing songs, so I don't need to
Please don't go, I know what it feels like
So, Stay
Please stay

What you mean, what's the problem
Did you want a stable person, I
Can't give you that right now
Sorry, I need some time to myself, please