Tantana - Pillows Lyrics

Feels like a vein bulging up with my life
Ready to explode oh
In quest for the real
In vain in vain
In quest for the real
What my body feels like
Is not what my heart feels like
How can I see something in you
When I can't even see myself
Too big for this box now
I'm tearing everything and everyone down
Sleep weary eyes although my dreams are haunted
How many nights are required to get it sorted
Fresh and clean pillows salty and wet baby wet baby
Fresh and clean pillows salty and wet baby
How can one live with fresh and clean pillows salty and wet baby wet baby
Fresh and clean pillows how can one live with regret baby
How can one then be content
What was given to me
What do I have to take
My heart skips at will
It halts for a moment
Not afraid of dying afraid of atonement
Afraid of myself
Drawn to the brave ones
In this great town to be sad in
Simulated perfections are tiring tiring tiring
Sleep weary eyes although my dreams are haunted
How many nights are required to get it sorted
Make it pitch black make it quite make me unsalted
Fresh and clean pillows salty and wet
How can one live with regret
Fresh and clean pillows salty and wet
How can one then be content
What have I been weaned on
What is now my strife
What was given to me
What was given to me
As I'm sleeping dozing sweetly
Nice and neatly incompletely
Daunted by your fleeting fingers
Haunted as my body lingers
When it stops I watch and wonder
Pause to wait a while and ponder
What stupendous thoughts I'm thinking
So delightful so appealing