Tarrius - fOrGiVe, NeVeR fOrGeT Lyrics

(Sagittarius got sum here)

I used to wake up in the night
From dreaming bout you
Having nightmares, having night scares
And all of it coming from you

I thought that we had it
Unbreakable bond that shit felt like magic
I guess I couldn't see the spellin' on the walls
You knocked me off balance

Stability
I wanted what you were giving me
Promises made, what a silly thing
Attracted to art, you're the finest piece

I'm tryna find peace
But I'm losing myself in the lime greens
The sky blues and the burgundy's
The smallest of things are annoying me

Getting caught up, getting caught up
I'm losing the days, I'm losing my place
I'm losing the words I would say

And here you come
Bringing your sorry's
I was already down, I felt like a clown
I had buried myself in the ground

So when you came I was full of pain
The words were stuck in my mouth
But I knew what I wanted to say

I knew what I wanted to say

Truly and honestly, f*ck yo apology
You didn't mean it then so now it's lacking the modesty
You got these new policies, got friends as commodities
Got boatloads of quantities, but lacking the quality

What am I doing
Why am I holding these grudges
If I keep on doing this
I'm gon turn into nothing

I gotta forgive, I gotta forgive
Or
I'm never gon live, I'm never gon live

I said sorry already, won't do it again
I said sorry already, won't do it again

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

The price of feeling like this forever is not worth it
I gotta move on right now from this damn burden

I'm praying for you, and I'm praying for you
I'm praying for all of y'all
I'm praying that God get all that hate y'all heart
That shit is not needed here

I'm doing my healing, I'm choosing my feelings
I'm using the music for therapy
I talk to the beats and that shit do not judge
It never talk back, it's hearing me clearly

Here's what you don't like
It's accountability
You cannot face up to what you did
You'd rather be dissin me

And I'm disappointed in the outcome you chose
I was hoping you changed and maybe learned to grow
I was thinking too highly of you, man I should've known
From the pictures you post, I see your still good for a pose

I know I was wrong to you
I said sorry a long time ago
You never said sorry to me
But I'm learning to let it all go

The future is brighter and short
The past only holds what I won't
So from me to you, our bond is broke
But the love is still there, I hope that you know, know, know, know, know, know, know, know, know