Spent days and nights
To read between the lines
What you're tryna say
Then found out I made a mistake
I treasured you
I thought we had authentic love
But turns out it is fake
It's blurry and red (that's alright)
Can't see the light at the end (that's alright)
It ruins me and I don't feel how
My heart's bleeding
I don't care now
The old me is dead
You can destroy it, yeah
I don't care
It feels so right
You were the one I needed
I can't feel anything anymore
And that's alright
You already ruined it, yeah
Ruin, ruin, ruin
Ruin, ruin, ruin, yeah
Ruin, ruin, ruin
Ruin, ruin, yeah
Think you can hurt me
But I'm not the same
I don't care
Push and pull me, again and again
Torture that has become
Common place. yeah
You still want me to stay
It's blurry and red (that's alright)
Can't see the light at the end (that's alright)
Love me or hate me
No one asked
Left my emotions in the past
The old me is dead
You can destroy it, yeah
I don't care
It feels so right
You were the one I needed
I can't feel anything anymore
And that's alright
You already ruined it, yeah
Ruin, ruin, ruin
Ruin, ruin, ruin, yeah
Ruin, ruin, ruin
Ruin, ruin
It's blurry and red (I'm not the same)
Can't see the light at the end (again and again)
It's blurry and red (yeah)
Can't see the light at the end (you still want me to stay)