I been Smoking on this dope feeling heavenly
Had a demon in my soul
It was getting me
I just had to let it go
For a better me
I just had to let it go
For a better me
Anger took control
I was letting it
Did some things in my past
Still regretting shit
Shawty said she want my love she ain't getting it
Shawty said she want my love she ain't getting it
From
Me
Yea
Always in my mind
Tell myself that I gotta leave all that shit behind
I been f*cking different women
Tryna cope with what's inside
My heart it's been in pieces
Now it's hard for me to cry
She tell me she in love already knowing it's a lie
I tell her that I love her just to give her peace of mind
But in reality I'm thinking that I shouldn't even try
Cause I'm used to being lonely and heartbroken in disguise
But the truth is I'm just hurt and I can't take these f*cking lies
Yea I used to break they heart
Used to make em cry
Used to pushing everyone away
Cause I need time
Ill tell you that I trust u hope you know that it's a lie
Cause I won't trust nobody till the day I f*cking die
Women show deception
Put my trust in too much women
Had to learn my lesson
Remember I was so alone
And going through depression
Now they blowing up my phone
And Saying they regretting
I been Smoking on this dope feeling heavenly
Had a demon in my soul
It was getting me
I just had to let it go
For a better me
I just had to let it go
For a better me
Anger took control
I was letting it
Did some things in my past
Still regretting shit
Shawty said she want my love she ain't getting it
Shawty said she want my love she ain't getting it
From
Me
Bitch you been tripping
You think I ain't listen
This shit really wasting my time
F*cking and dipping
And lately been sipping
I'm leaving that shit all behind
Shawty she tripping
Not minding her business
Cause really I been on my grind
Venomous
All your decisions
Wait Gimme a minute
Like f*ck all that shit bitch you lied
Yea
Had to go and just get it together
I was all on my own in the mf rain
Was walking through all of that weather
And these bitches be talking keep giving me pain
F*ck it I shoulda knew better
And I been just consuming that shit in my brain
That girl I swear I'm dead her
Bitch I got me a vendetta
Huh
Bitch and I'm still doing better
F*cking this bitch make her pussy get wetter
Told me she love me I told her I'll let her
F*ck all you niggas my heart in the shredder
Huh yea
Ima go getter
Keep up the grind until life getting better
Running up I'm finna hit that bitch whole family told you I got a vendetta
100 bands come in im fine
Money is all that we know
Give us the bread and we go
Ice on the pendant we cold
Ain't not a debt that we owe
Bitch bout as cold as the snow
Bitch I just go with the flow
I been Smoking on this dope feeling heavenly
Had a demon in my soul
It was getting me
I just had to let it go
For a better me
I just had to let it go
For a better me
Huh yea
Anger took control
I was letting it
Did some things in my past
Still regretting shit
Shawty said she want my love she ain't getting it
Shawty said she want my love she ain't getting it
From
Me