Oh i
Shouldve known
That so much in this world
Is miles better than you
I was blinded
Now enlightened
You were the darkness that blocked me out
But you could never hold me down
All these blank faces
Confused but im righteous
Dont want these emotions
Yeah
Cant stop it
Cant hide it
Confused but im right bitch
Dont want these emotions
Oh but they complete me
This cup got me bleedin
My souls gone im leanin
Im so tired
But not scared
Revenge oh
Its what
Its tempting
Its calling
Its ringing
I hang up
Shut the f*ck up
When i crawled back
You ignored me
Heart for a heart now thats a start
Thats a fair trade
You dont got a choice
Im playing no more games
Disassociation
Thats my name
Like i was never there
Cause you were never there for me
Im spiteful yet mindful
And hateful yet grateful
Cause you made me a better me
This cup got me cautious
My souls gone too nauseous
Transcending
Im up there
Revenge sounds so nice
Im not the same guy
Confused but still right bitch
Dont want these emotions
Oh but they complete me
All the fear and the pain
Theres really no hard feelings
Except the ones that hurt
I dont know what im doing
Im just trying to be better off
And i think im one step closer
But im really not too sure