Tay Jade - If I Saw the Clouds Tonight Lyrics

I'm so sick of thinking how it seems I'm doing it all wrong
If I'm this easy to forget I mine as well just leave you all

And it's not a you thing even if you made the mistake
It's more of a me thing like how I still want you happy till this day
I'm so sick of thinking

But if I saw the clouds tonight
Is that when you'd realise?
If I left the world after all this time?
Then would you realise?
Or do you only see her in your eyes?
Does the world remember every memory
Except the ones with me?
If I saw the clouds tonight is that when you'd see me
Is that when you'd realise?
Only if I saw the clouds tonight
Right?

I've still got the habit where karma will kill you
But I'll help you behind the scenes
And it's not my intention
To not listen to my lessons
But I just can't stand to watch someone bleed
But if only you knew how much damage you've made
Its so clear that I've one this I love you more game
They'd say they love me but then change their minds
My hearts half dead
That should be considered a crime

But it's not a you thing even if you said all the lies
It's more of a me thing how I'd pull you up
Even if you always made me cry
If I was gone is that when you'd hear me?

Cause if I saw the clouds tonight
Is that when you'd realise?
If I left the world after all this time?
Then would you realise?
Or do you only see her in your eyes?
Does the world remember every memory
Except the ones with me?
Do I have to see the clouds tonight for you to realise?
Is that what it takes for you to realise?

But when you're silent I can hear you loud and clear
But if I was losing consciousness
Would you even have any fear?
If I disappeared would it even make a difference?
It was only when you lost her That you wanted to learn your lesson
And it's not fair how we're all broken
Yet it's not seen that I was knocked down
To the ground first
I'm still picking up everybody's pieces
But I never get what I deserve

But if I saw the clouds tonight
Is that when you'd realise?
If I left the world after all this time?
Then would you realise?
Or do you only see her in your eyes?

But if I saw the clouds tonight
Is that when you'd realise?
If I left the world after all this time?
Then would you realise?
Or do you only see her in your eyes?
Does the world remember every memory
Except the ones with me?
If I saw the clouds tonight is that when you'd see me?
Is that when you'd realise?
Only if I saw the clouds tonight
Right?