I'll make it even if I have to crawl
Even if I have to crawl
This race I'm running seems too long
But I can make it
I've gotta make it
Cause there's a girl on the other side
A girl on the finish line
She looks a bit like me
But she couldn't be
Cause she's smiling back at me
A smile that doesn't look fake
I can't make it
I hate asking for help
But I just hate myself
How did I go from living my life so freely to now?
How do I undo the chains that locked up my mind?
She's smiling back at me
Or is she laughing at me?
I think she's f*cking laughing at me
Everybody's laughing at me
They would if they knew
My brain and me, we're enemies
Someone locked me up and threw away the key
And I feel so far away from that girl that you knew
She's posing for the photos, she's so good at not letting it show
That she's dying on the inside
And all I do is cry
I hate asking for help
But I just hate myself
How did I go from living my life so freely to now?
How do I undo the chains that locked up my mind?
Claire said to go to therapy
So I went to therapy
But that girl I want to be seems so f*cking far away now
And all I do is cry
Gotta keep on running gotta make it oh
Gotta keep on running gotta make it oh
Gotta keep on running gotta make it oh (Oh)
I hate asking for help
But I just hate myself
How did I go from living my life so freely to now? (Till now)
How (How) do I undo the chains that locked up my mind?
Claire said to go to therapy
So I went to therapy
But that girl I want to be seems so f*cking far away now
And all I do is cry
Gotta keep on running gotta make it oh (All I do is cry)
Gotta keep on running gotta make it oh (All I do is)
Gotta keep on running, gotta keep on running