When I go out drinking I cant drink enough
When I save my money I cant save enough
I got self esteem
And I know this body doesn't show for much
I got self esteem
I got self esteem
When I was sicker
Dripping in liquor
Dripping in misery
The flicker, was getting dimmer
Without your company I'm holding on to past thoughts
The warm support
The times I gave you all I had, and then you ask for more
Cos you were building up my confidence to tear it down again
Skipping town again, with different faces
Make believe its you
And I've been running from my shadow
I've been chasing time
When all I wanted was your promise
That it wasn't mine
And every bit of me that I once knew
I left it all behind
So I can be a ghost now
You can be a ghost now
Imma be a ghost
When I go out drinking I cant drink enough
When I save my money I cant save enough
I got self esteem
And I know this body doesn't show for much
I got self esteem
I got self esteem
I put that booty in the back of my mind
Go tell your new that you had a good time
I doubled on my money so I don't really mind
You can lose your buzz when you know I got mine
Seven goes to heaven after seven ate nine
And heaven's just a metaphor that lives in my mind
So if my train comes off the track
I'll pick it up, I'll pick it up
And I'll put it right back
When I go out drinking I cant drink enough
When I save my money I cant save enough
I got self esteem
And I know this body doesn't show for much
I got self esteem
I got self esteem