Feel between flesh and bones
Got it locked away cause
Our secret spot, they'll never know
Whisper dear I
Smile out loud, fall silently
Keeping these clear days
(Lock it away)
Stop playing
Got myself down in the ocean
And it keeps raining
Now I'm drowning in love potions
Y'all keep on saying
Stop before you overdose it
Heart on a chain cause
This shit is frozen
Foggy days
From when you said you'd be there
And you're always late, so
I threw the pictures and scattered them
On the table
Re-evaluate my life
Now I am able, to be faithful
To my self
Now I'm letting go
I think of no one else cause
Nobody checked to see about
My health and
I'm on my own and I'm
Doing so f*cking well (Yeah), it's f*cking hell (Yeah)
What can I do
I'd rather just stay home and write songs in my room, yeah
Tricks up my sleeve but somehow manage to be clueless
F*ck all the influence, I'm bout to do this
Cause of my blues there
Lay in the summer
Life starts going so slow
I gotta get to running
I got that's sadness and act a bit dummer
Beats on my heart from that one f*cking drummer
Its such a bummer
Life update
I bought a house up in the hills
In isolation
I sat in silence just so I don't
Go crazy
Told everyone I was fine
It was amazing , just f*cking great but
These foggy days
I started to think and thought
I have to write it
Down in my feelings just sit
In this f*cking silence
I started thinking about how
Moments are timeless
Let's stop this violence
Stop being mindless
Safe and sound
Keep it locked up so they'll never find the key
Got Chains on my heart
And I know it's not healthy
But Chains on my heart
And I'll never let it be free (Yeah)
It's like a relapse
Coast isn't clear
The tides jump and turn inside
But watch the light cause
They told me not to run and play with fires
I didn't listen
I trusted my own desires
Trusted the fires
Trusted my liars
Life update
Put on my fox skin to become a snake
And put eyes and ears
Everywhere, it's my infiltration
They tried to run me dry
And It's not a race but
I I'm still pacing
So I said
I'm doing this shit just for my future kids and
My general future
Cause that's what I'm missing
And all the times that people never listened
They should've listened
It's gonna come
You'll get whatever you want if
You list it
Manifest destiny, gotta stay lifted
Greatness is coming for those of you that's wishing
Just keep wishing
Cause you're gifted
(Cause you're gifted)