I'm trying my best to not cry to sleep
It only took three words to make me happy
You don't know the power that you held over me
You don't know the things I did to make me seen
I stayed in up all night while you slept on my phone
I gave you advice so you wouldn't be wronged
You don't know the power that you held over me
You don't know that you put these scars on my body
I tried to make me feel like a home to you
But you were never there, left out my life (you left my life)
I lied to make me feel less alone with you
If you wanted to stay you would have tried
You would've tried to be there with me
But you didn't
You sounded just like him, a mirror of a past mistake (you sounded, ooh)
But you didn't know better, inflicting the same pain (didn't know better, same pain)
Oh, nothing changed, nothing came from my trials (trials)
And it's not okay, 'cause you still get to smile (smile)
I tried to make me feel like a home to you
But you were never there, left out my life (you left my life)
I lied to make me feel less alone with you
If you wanted to stay you would have tried
You would've tried to be there with me
But you didn't
I still wanted to try (But you didn't, but you didn't)
You lied and said you cared for me (But I couldn't change your mind)
You lied and said you loved me, baby (your mind)
Why'd you have to lie to me? Why'd you have let me bleed? (But even after that night)
All I did was love you, sacrifice it all for you (We'll still be friends right? We'll still be friends right?)
Even if you're not mine
Even after that night, we'll still be friends right?
We'll still be friends, right?
Even if you're not mine
Not mine